so i think I’m messing with my own life. dammit!
i know I’ve done a huge mistake these past weeks and now something huge is gonna happen pretty soon, involving me of course - the culprit.
one of the most crazy things I’ve done within my 20 years of existence and its taking my sanity away, I’m dying of paranoia. no shit.
that was just crazy and i will definitely not gonna do that again, nope, never. i swear. the last time it happened i swear to myself that that’s not gonna happen again, noooooooo.
i felt sorry for myself and for anyone who’s involved. it was just stupid and i hated it. im sorry, really really sorry. i swear i hated it. damn.